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Stole This From Kari

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 19, 2008, 8:51 AM
  • Listening to: Sick or Sane - Senses Fail
  • Reading: The Sweet Far Thing - Libba Bray
  • Playing: Kindom Hearts II - what else is new
  • Eating: Nutella...yum...
  • Drinking: Peach tea
I haven't done a journal entry in FOREVER!!!

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (Who doesn't?)
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (I don't know...it's not really all that bad...
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie. (It came from a garage sale. $1, yo.)

Random
[x] I can sing well. (That sounds conceited...)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower. (Every time I get in it.)
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well. (I like to think so, at any rate...)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (I love pink!)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.

[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. (I love you, Square Enix.)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

Finally.

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 5, 2007, 4:36 PM
  • Listening to: Tears From a Gun - The Black Ghosts
  • Playing: Kindom Hearts II - what else is new
  • Eating: Imaginary sushi
  • Drinking: Cherry Coke
AHAHAHAHAHAHH!!! Finally, 1,000 pageviews!!! (yes...I know this is a mediocre achievement...but meh. I'm happy about it)

Thanks to everyone who watches, and especially to my bestestest friend Jessie!!

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Wed May 9, 2007, 2:34 PM
  • Listening to: I Predict A Riot - Kaiser Chiefs
  • Reading: IT by Stephen King
  • Playing: Kindom Hearts II - what else is new
  • Eating: Yummy granola cereal
Hello. I just made another journal so my old one wouldn't take up so much goshdarn room on my page.

Survey Stolen From Katie

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 28, 2007, 3:33 PM
  • Listening to: Our Friend Lazarus Sleeps ~ I Am Ghost
  • Playing: Kindom Hearts II - what else is new
  • Eating: Pretzels
  • Drinking: Hi-C
1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yeah, probably.

2. What song describes your relationship status?
um...let's see...is there a good stalker song?

3. How much does your dog weigh?
I don't have a dog. Racist.

4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee?
Probably the latter. I don't like hurting my boyfriends...

5. Ever waxed your legs?
OW! No thanks.

6. Earrings or necklaces?
Earrings! So cute!

7. Who have you talked to most today?
My little sister. She's the only one here.

8. Ever had sex with that person?
Nope. Not planning on it, either...

9. Is there polish on your toenails right now?
Yep. Black nail polish.

10. Color of your shirt?
blue with stars

11. How many years have you taken a language?
Three years of French

12. Who's the 5th person in your contact book?
I don't have a contact book.

13. What color is your background on your computer mainly?
It's a default background. Called "peace".

14. Do you wish on 11:11?
No, but sometimes I sing an All-American Rejects song at that time.

15. Good advice if you ever go camping?
Keep a fire going at all times during the evening when you're outside. It wards off mosquitos. *shudder*

16. Are you a bad influence?
Nah

17. What color are your eyes?
blue. Like....a granite blue.

18.Would you have your name or your siblings?
I think I like Brittany better than Amanda.

19. Would you do anything for someone?
It depends on who it is

20. Does someone owe you money?
Probably

21. Favorite color?
I really like bright colors. Like hot pink. And neon green.

22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
On occasion, but not obsessively

23. What song is on?
"Pretty People Never Lie, Vampires Never Really Die" by I Am Ghost. Amazing stuff, I Am Ghost.

24. Are your grades good?
Yeah! Straight A's as always.

25. Do you miss anyone?
Yeah...I miss a ton of people.

26. Would you date anyone on your top friends?
Like...on myspace? I don't have a myspace.

27. Does your best friend have a myspace?
Yeah

28. Who's page did you last visit?
Here or myspace? Because on here I just went to Katie's site.

29. Last time you went out to lunch?
I don't really go out to lunch. I don't eat out much.

30. Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?
No.

31. Do you watch game shows?
No, I don't really watch much television.

32. Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
I've heard of it, but never watched it.

33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.'s?
HECK NO.

34. Which radio stations are your favorites?
96.5 and 98.9 are my lovers.

35. Are you a Lost fanatic?
never seen it!

36. Still have pictures of your Ex?
Yeah, I have one in a frame on my desk.

37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
Actually, I think I have Crazy Train somewhere.

38. Cable or Sattelite?
I think I like cable...

39. Do you watch Family Guy Regularly?
No, not really.

40. King of the Hill?
Nope.

41. Do you read trashy romance novels often?
Is Sarah Dessen a trashy romance novelist?

42. Have you ever forgotten to give a Christmas/birthday present?
No, I don't forget. I just don't do it.

43. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
I sing in the car, but I hope not obnoxiously.

44. Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?
I sing, but again, does it HAVE to be obnoxiously?

45. Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were over 12?
Of course! Who doesn't?

46. Have you ever pretended your crush was with you when they weren't?
No. That's creepy...

47. Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school?
Yeah. I would just draw stupid things.

48. Do you send flowers to the person you love?
No, that's the guy's job. Most guys wouldn't like to get flowers.

49. Have you ever written a poem or story about your life?
A couple of times. They were promptly deleted.

50. Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing?
Yeah. No wonder people think I'm on drugs.

51. Have you ever liked someone only for their appearance?
Yeah, I wind up doing that all the time. There's lots of people to like for their appearances.

[[The Questions You Love:Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones]]

52. Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?
No, I really don't think I do.

53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
I'm usually a clean freak. But my backpack, closet, and underside of my bed are war zones.

54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
No, and I don't really fancy going

55. Do you know how to knit?
Kind of.

56. Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
I have an iPod, but not a patterned covver.

57. Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them in a song?
Yeah, I really like writing songs. It's a good stress reliever.

58. Do you keep a diary or journal online?
No, I don't like those things much.

59. When you open your closet, what is the dominant color?
Black, probably. But color is slowly overtaking my closet.

[[Truly Unusual This or That Questions]]

60. Baskin Robins or Coldstone?
Coldstone. I've only eaten at Baskin Robins twice.

61. Physics or chemistry?
Chemistry. *is that a test tube in your pocket, or are you just glad to see me?* lol

62. Earphones or headphones?
Earphones.

63. Pink or teal?
Oooh...that's hard....probably pink. It's a nice sweet color.

64. Earrings or Rings?
Earrings. Katie's a boring non-hole-pokey person.

65. Commitment or casual dating?
Depending on the person, I'd probably say commitment.

66. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings or Star Wars?
Harry Potter. Definitely Harry Potter.

67. Fly or road trip?
Fly. I HATE long car rides. *has probably spent half of her life in a car*

68. Starbucks or Caribou?
Starbucks, totally!

[[Another Wave of Random Questions]]

69. What is your favorite Disney movie?
Beauty and the Beast, hands down. Followed by Nightmare Before Christmas.

70. How much jewelry do you own?
Quite a bit, but not an obnoxious amount.

I'm tagged!

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 13, 2006, 4:42 AM
Adams told me to share 6 of my weird habits, soo...here goes!

1. I often space out and just stare at people because I like a certain feature on them, and I want to study it. Then they think I like them!

2. I won't talk to the people at the stores or ask them for help. I just won't.

3. I'm a HUGE procrastinator, and deadlines make me go even slower.

4. If I walk through a huge crowd of people, I hunch over and look even smaller than I already am. No wonder I get knocked over...:D

5. I have a weird mental thing where I think that people have forgotten me if I change my hair or something if I don't see them a lot. I've lost friends that way...heheheh...

6. If I get bored, I study my hands.

I tag....Jen, Eddydoberman, and Suelita!